My Longing For Home

Firstly...I come forth to you all to make a confession....Since my Last year and 3 months with in manjusri has showed me the up's and down's of life,keeping tempers in,not spouting nonsense for no reason.I have truly Found my true friends there...Cheng ye..Richie...Haikal(I Hope)...And Wesley (I Truly Hope So xD He gets Mood Swings And Always Poke me very pain!) And WEll.. Last time when i remembered.i wasn't such a control freak over time...I Take taxi's home to save time and be home at what?2.10pm?Thats nearly 1 hour and 20 mins earlier then when i was in manjusri when i walked.Time didnt matter to me then.I wasn't Pressed for it at all.For my friends i'd take a 1hour bus instead of a 20minute mrt train.But now i rather ride a cab for 5minutes than wait for a 35minute bus..What have i become since i left?A Completely Different person which i have come to hate and adapted into?My Leaving Manjusri was truly a mistake of epic proportions.Leaving my past and trying for a new life.The Sword has rusted,And So If cleaned to soon,It breaks. My Friends... I long for your Faces and warm hearts to the place where i have had so much fun and adapted to a harsh enviroment..becoming more independant by the day... Thank you all..For giving me the opportunity for this..Truly..